Lord, I'm Confused and Need Your Guidance

Written by Lady T

Dear Lord, I've never needed you more than I do right now. I am so lost and confused and things feel so uncertain. I feel like I've entered a new phase and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. I know I need to let go of some of my old ways and beliefs and adopt new ones that suit me and my current path.

I'm older now. I don't think or move as quickly as I did one year ago, five years ago and definitely not decades ago. I know I need to find new norms for the things I can no longer do and things that no longer interest me. I am a work in progress and I still need your direction and guidance as I always have. 

I'm scared, afraid of the unknown. I'm scared of leaving my son behind after I pass on. I want to ensure I've given him all the tools he needs to thrive on his own. I know he's a grown man, but no one has all the answers to the challenges we face each day. I pray that after I am gone, You continue shielding my son from harm and bad influences. Even though he may not know You and may not express gratitude for Your blessings, please do not pass him by.

I am so grateful Lord for each precious moment of life you've given me. I don't know what Your plan is for me, but I trust You as I always have. Please be gentle with me now because I'm on a mission to clean out the unnecessary clutter and dysfunction in my life so I can better receive Your word. I am a vessel to be used by You, dear Lord, please continue to show me the way.

Amen.